A Four Step Process for Letting Go

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1.
Autumn 04:36
I'm holding on To your last green leaf When autumn comes Please don't leave me I let go It is all that I know And I'm falling slow Thinking through it all Looking up at better things But there’s feelings involved When there's feelings involved The memories are changing And when there's feelings involved I lose orientation but I Knew I'd lose you You Knew that too The wind it takes me Far away and I change Colors I fade Do I look the same to you? With all of these blues and dark brown hues Piled and flustered Discolored and bruised Haunted by our youth Being ain’t easy when You know the truth And when you know the truth The story's got an ending It's so imminent I Knew I'd lose you You Knew that too I know that I’m falling But you let me go I know that I’m falling But you let me go But you let me go But you let me go But you let me go But you let me go But you let me go But you let me go Dissolving in To the roots I came from I'll grow again but I Might make the same mistakes I Knew I'd lose you You Knew that too But you let me go But you let me go But I let me
2.
In Between 01:24
I coulda held ya A little bit closer Maybe this just a In between Maybe I coulda gave ya A little more closure Maybe this just a In between Maybe You woulda You woulda stayed just A little more sober Maybe this just a In between Maybe You woulda made it Through all of October Maybe Maybe
3.
I find it so peculiar You feel like winter when in my arms I find it so peculiar You feel like winter when in my arms You fooled me like snow Soft to the touch But kept me so cold You called it love I don't trust enough I'm on my own I don't trust I don't trust enough I'm on my own I don't trust I don't trust enough I'm on my own I don't trust I don't trust enough I'm on my own I don't trust I don't trust enough I'm on my own I don't trust I don't trust enough I'm on my own My own my own What is affection without intimacy What is touching when I can't even feel You know I need everything That you choose not to give And if you want to know about my reasons You've been seeing someone else for weeks As if I'm gone but I've been home And we been sitting in the kitchen I've been screaming you don't even blink You say baby don't leave me By myself by myself by myself now You fooled me like snow Soft to the touch But kept me so cold You called it love I don't trust enough I'm on my own I don't trust I don't trust enough I'm on my own I don't trust I don't trust enough I'm on my own I don't trust I don't trust enough I'm on my own I don't trust I don't trust enough I'm on my own I don't trust I don't trust enough I'm on my own My own my own I find it so peculiar You feel like winter when in my arms
4.
I was looking your socks today They're still sitting by my fireplace Aye yeah yeah yeah yeah I've been looking Through her smoke I nudged 'em just a little bit They're dry and warm and kinda crisp Aye yeah yeah yeah yeah I've been looking Through her smoke And I remember when they were so wet But you wasn't cause of how you felt Aye yeah yeah yeah yeah I've been looking Through her smoke I put 'em in the kindling It's warmer now I'm sitting All by myself I've been looking Through her smoke Looking at you like looking at a mirror Looking at you like looking at smoke Looking at you like looking over a pier Looking at you like looking through soap In my eyelids You were gone like ultraviolet Thought we were like minded I was shortsighted yeah Looking at you like looking at a mirror Looking at you like looking at smoke Looking at you like looking over a pier Looking at you like looking through soap In my eyelids You were gone like ultraviolet Thought we were like minded I was shortsighted oh I've been looking Through her smoke

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released February 9, 2020

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